Memories......

Everyone misses the good times in there lives, that is what makes them good. If you dont miss a time in your life chances are it was not that good or you are much better off now.

I am happy with where I am in life, what I have become, and who i am as a person. However, I still miss some certain times in my life. I wish I could fit all my good memories into each week so I could hold on to them forever. I wish I could play basketball on the first warm spring day with my shirt off with a bunch of my closest freinds in my parents drive way all day until I collapsed. I wish I could Play DnD all weekend during the winter. I wish I could play baseball every spring and smell the fresh cut grass and the feel of the field. I wish I could be kissed for the first time every week, and make love for the first time. I wish I could play frisbee for the first time, or visit england for the first time.

All of these things can be replicated in some form or another and can be fun again, but some things can't be replicated and nothing can be done again for the first time.

I will never again arrive at college to move into my first dorm room again. What a feeling, what memories. I will never again go to my first frisbee tournament, or on my first business trip.

I someway this is sad, but In otherways it makes me experienced and a little more seasoned. I look forward to creating some more memories with the years I have left on this earth.